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Who shall I be, what shall I make me?

Aipas

A series of A3 pencil drawings. In these drawings I am identifying with a doll I found at a flea market: a typical representation of a white, Western girl. She is a bit battered, awkward looking wearing a conservative stiff dotted dress. She is all I never wanted to be… I give her masks from all over the world and all cultures so she can pick and choose who she wants to be. She keeps the dress though: not able to loose or change her dna, cultural upbringing and past experiences.

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‘Scape trials

‘scape trials at the Analog Textiel Festival, 2014.

For the Analog Textile Testival in 2014 (organised and hosted by the Grafische Werkplaats) I made a series of ‘scapes with newly learned silkscreen techniques. Learned them from Daniel Henry during a workshop at this festival. The ‘scapes trials were presented during an exhibition at Hoop Warenhuis, Den Haag.

Also presented at the Mr Weiss exhibition in 2015 at Binckhorstlaan 215, Den Haag.

Silkscreen prints on fabrics, mostly 45 x 45 cm.

The presentation form can vary.

There are also a couple of hangings and ‘carpets’ that went with the presentation at Hoop Warenhuis.

Tagged With: 'scape, cityscape, self-portrait, silkscreen, textiles

Terugblik in kindertijd

Terugblik in kindertijd, 1998 & 2006.

‘Looking back at childhood’ showed semi transparent and fading ballpoint drawings and (teddy bear) blanket sculptures transforming the Ververs gallery in Amsterdam in my personal, but recognisable, so everybody’s, childhood universe.

all drawings are 100 x 75 cm., ballpoint on kite paper and are sealed.

  • Kareltje monster
  • Telefoneren

Tagged With: childhood, drawings, installation, self-portrait, textiles

‘t Fort (a drawing installation)

‘T Fort, Monster, 1998.

A drawing installation in an empty house full of memories, waiting to be upgraded and occupied again. Based, but warped in reconstruction, on my own memories and childhood photographs.

Pencil and crayon drawing on wall and floor and sealed ballpoint drawings and a wet toy rabbit.

Tagged With: childhood, drawings, self-portrait, shadows

Circle of friends, 2003

Circle of friends – 2003.

The project CIRCLE OF FRIENDS started at the end of 2001 in memory of my beloved Craig Davies. The project came to a closure in 2003 with an exhibition at
“The Heritage Centre“ in Oswestry (Wales). In the project I try to map the network of my and Craig’s friends. It is an interactive project in wich the reactions of the participating friends are part of the work. CIRCLE OF FRIENDS exists of linocut portraits that I made together with the reactions of the portrayed in varied techniques.

You can have a look at the website of the project here.

Linocuts A4

Lino prints on paper

Various techniques

100 pieces

A book with the lino prints

Circle of friends, 20 of the 100 linocut portraits with reaction of the portrayed, 2003
Circle-of-friends,-Derin,-2003
Circle-of-friends,-Ilse,-2003
Circle-of-friends,-Ira-, 2003
Circle-of-friends,-Sam-, 2003
Circle-of-friends,-William-, 2003

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Circle of friends

Circle was a project with friends. You can find it here.

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Party People, 2004-2014

Party People – 2004-2012.

Pencil and pastel drawings on paper.

56 x 78 cm.

A series of portraits of people at theme parties. At these parties the Party People dress up according to the theme: Halloween, Hippies, Heavenly celebrities.

Maybe the dressing up means that people can show sides of themselves they normally don’t dare to…

off his head Erik, Party people, Horrofriends, 2004, pencil drawing with acrylic paint, 56x78 cm.
Twin witch, Party people, Horrofriends, pencil, drawing with acrylic paint, 2004, 56x78 cm
Kill Bill nurse, Halloween, pencil + soft pastel drawing, 2010, 56x78 cm.
Axe lover, Party people, Halloween 2010, 56x78 cm, pencil +soft pastel drawing
Chi, Party people, Hippie party 2011, 56x78 cm, pencil + acrylic paint drawing
Truth, Party people, Hippie party 2011, 56x78 cm, pencil +soft pastel drawing
Dad, Party people, fcc, 2012, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
It's raining again, Party people, fcc, 2012, it's raining again, 56x78 cm., pencil +soft pastel drawing
Blind Meg, Party people, Halloween 2011, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Sound, Party people, Halloween 2012, 56x78 cm, pencil + soft pastel drawing
Terrorist, Party people, Halloween 2012, 56x78 cm, pencil + soft pastel drawing
Amy Winehouse, Party people, Heavenly celebrities, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Halle Selassie, Party people, Heavenly Celebrities, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
The food is good!, Party people, Halloween 2011, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Snip, snip, Party people, Halloween 2009, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing.
The shy and the charming one, Party people, Halloween 2009, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Tree woman, Party people, Midsummer's night fairytale, 2009, 56x78 cm.,  pencil + soft pastel drawing
Party people, exhibition at gallerie Haags, 2013
Party people, exhibition at gallerie Haags, 2013
a man called Sue, Halloween 2011, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pencil drawing
Candy doll, Halloween 2010, 70x110 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Devil, Party people, Halloween 2012, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
Sugar (skull) bride, Halloween 2013, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing
the eternal bridesmaid, Halloween, 2009, 56x78 cm., pencil + soft pastel drawing

 

 

 

 

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Herinneringstekeningen, 1998-2009

Memories drawings – 1998-2006.

Ballpoint drawings on kite paper.

My own childhood memories form the base for these drawings, triggered by photographs and drawings from that period. (most of) The drawings are made on transparent kite paper to relate to the furtiveness and inaccuracy of memories. They are drawn in layers in ballpoint so that they too, as memories do, change, bleach out and disappear as time goes by.

bijna bedtijd, 2006, ballpoint drawing on kite paper, 100x75 cm
droom, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint drawing on kite paper
klimrek, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint drawing on kite paper
tekenen, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint drawing on kite paper
telefoneren, 2006, 75x100 cm., ballpoint drawing on kite paper
At the beach, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint, drawing on kite paper
Dikkertje Dap, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint, drawing on kite paper
Monster Kareltje, 1998, 75x100 cm., ballpoint, drawing on kite paper

 

 

Tagged With: portrait, self-portrait, shadows

Ilse & Craig, 1999

Ilse & Craig

Pencil on paper, 100 x 75 cm.

In 1998 I fell in love. In 1999 this lead to this series of pencil drawings. They are a follow-up to Dialogs 1 & 2.

I've got you under my skin, 1999, pencil drawing, 75x100 cm
no title, 1999, 75x100 cm., pencil drawing
cute, 1999, 75x100 cm., pencil drawing
I could eat you, 1999, 75x100 cm., pencil drawing
no title, 1999, 75x100 cm., pencil drawing
strings, 1999, 75x100 cm., pencil drawing

 

 

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Interior landscape

Interior landscape – 2009.

Freestanding 3D linocut on wood, 6x4x3 m.

After I made ‘Den Haag Binnenstebuiten’ I used a similar set up to make an indirect self portrait. It became a free standing room with images of objects and direct self portraits throughout the years (inside) and landscapes that are meaningful to me and that I believe make up my ‘interior landscape’.

This project was partly financed by Stroom and in 2008 I had a small exhibition of the project in progress at the Stroom facilities in Den Haag: ‘Ondertussen’.(‘In the mean-time’) The work was also exhibited in Pictura, Dortrecht in 2009 during the ‘Printing outside the frame’ exhibition.

Ondertussen, Interior landscape in progress, exhibition at Stroom, 2008
Ondertussen, Interior landscape in progress, exhibition at Stroom, 2008
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith
Interior landscape, 3d lino-cut, 6x4x3 m., 2009, photo by Quinten Smith

Tagged With: 'scape, landscape, self-portrait, statue

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